Monthly Archives: April 2013


Life can be too hard that it gets to a point when you can’t handle any second of it. There are moments when you want to do things your own way but something or someone stops you. It’s like they don’t let you even have options out of it. The times when all you needed is be you, be yourself,even though change is contant, but you still change for the better and not even a single soul sees it the way you do.

Life can be mean, harsh, tough, and pretty screwed up but it takes the strongness in you to make it worthwhile, and be happy and thankful for whatever comes in your way, there will be times when all you want is to be left all alone to have a clear mind but there are times when you need everyone and no one is to be seen. Not everyday everyone will always be there for you, you got to stand in your own two feet and feel like the whole world depends on you, that is when anything tough that comes to you, you will handle it in a very easy way like it’s really nothing to you. never expect anyone to be there for you, don’t depend on anyone but yourself, because your own shadow leaves you when you are in darkness.
Live your life to the fullest, not everyday is gonna be a bright day…



One can trap her/himself sometimes by thinking desire and need is Love. Love is something more precious, but something so fragile. As fragile as one of our tiniest, most intricate, most delicately crafted toys. Hold on to it too tightly, and it will crumble in your fingers but if you hold onto it too loosely, and the wind might blow it away and shatter it on the cold ground.

Always listen to the voice in your heart, but be absolutely sure that the voice comes only from your heart.

Love is something we wait for. We imagine our first kiss, our first sex, our first “I love you” but we never imagine our first heart break. maybe because it’s too painful to even imagine.
But in a way, the pain of love is what truly changes us. It’s the loosing of love that makes us who we are…


Living is easy with our eyes closed, but even with our eyes opened, we still have blindspots, or maybe we look in the wrong place. but when we finally do see the light, it’s one that you won’t just let go.

For the righteous a revelation is a joyous event, the realization of a divine truth. But for the wicked, revelations can be more terrifying when dark secrets are exposed and sinners are punished for their trespasses.

Revelations can help us accept the things we need the most. Expose the secrets we so desperately need to hide. and illuminate the dangers all around us. But more than anything, revelations are windows into our true selves, both the good and the evil and those wavering somewhere in between, with the ultimate power to destroy all what we cherish most…



The greatest weapon anyone can use against us is our own mind. By prying on the doubts and uncertainties that already lurk there. Are we true to ourselves? Or do we live for the expectation of others? And if we are open and honest, can we ever be truly loved? Can we find courage to release our deepest secrets or in the end are we all unknowable even to ourselves?

If we choose to, we can live in a world of comforting illusions. We can allow ourselves to be deceived by false realities. Or we can use them to hide our true intentions. Over time we commit acts with intentions either good or bad that require forgiveness. He who is without sin casts the first stone and to be without sin requires absolute forgiveness. But when your memories are freshly opened wounds, forgiveness is the most unnatural of human emotions.

Some think intuition is a gift but as can be a curse as well. A voice calling to us from places that are better left unexplored. An echo of memories that will never die, no matter how hard we try to kill them.When at crossroad, i was fond, still am, of saying “go with your guts”. Intuition always has our best interests at heart. It is a voice that can tell us who is a friend and who is a foe. Which ones to hold at arm’s length and which ones to keep close. But too often we get distracted  by fear, doubt, our own stubborn hopes and refuse to listen.
 Never let the fear in you take control of you, always follow where your heart leads. Days are too long yet life is too short for regrets.


Every cell in human body regenerates on average, every 7 years. Like snakes, in our own way, we shed our skin. We may look the same, we probably do, but change isn’t visible…not in most of us, but we all change, completely, forever.

When we say things like “people don’t change” i guess it drives scientists crazy because change is literally the only constant in science. Energy, matter, it’s always changing, morphing, merging, growing, dying. It’s the way people try not to change that’s unnatural, the way we change to what things were that letting them be as they are. The way we change to old memories instead of forming new ones, the way we insist on believing, despite every scientific indication that anything in this lifetime is permanent.

Change is constant. How we experience change, that’s upto us. It can feel like death or a second chance at life if we open our fingers, we loosen our grips, go with it. It can feel like pure adrenaline, like at any momen we can have another chance at life…like at any moment, we can be born all over again.




Always focus on your inner power. Shakespeare wrote, “There is nothing, either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.” Stop focusing on your weaknesses which keeps you in a mental state of negativity. When you are aware and in-tune with your inner source you can shift that mindset when you top into your strength and your true power.

Make peace with the present moment. Life is experienced in the present moment. So many people live their lives in resentment and blame because they are so focused in the past or so caught up above worrying what’s going to happen next in the future. Start to take responsibility for your life and live in the present moment and make peace with it.

Working at staying in the present moment has developed into a daily spiritual practice. I know what matters in my life and when challenges appear, i know how to react and take actions. Sometimes i fail but because am more aware i adapt quickly and overcome the setback. the source of abundance is within us all. We are children of the universe and spiritual beings. Today, no matter where am going, no matter what am doing with it, no matter who I’m with, nothing is more important that that i feel good. Thank you Creator, I love the way i am. And thanks to all the friends who have been with me through my hardest times.


To believe that life is meant for a single purpose, one must also believe in a common fate. Father to daughter, brother to sister, mother to child. Blood ties can be as unyielding as they are eternal. But it is our bond of choice that truly light the road we travel. Love versus hatred, loyalty against betrayal. A person’s true destiny can only be revealed at the end of his journey.

Some say that to believe in destiny is to dismiss the roll of free will. That self determination can not prevail in the presence of fate. And the truth is, the only part of destiny we can control is the fate we choose for one another.